Friday, October 1, 2010

Attacks

Did you know you are under attack? I am. You probably are too. It is always there...lurking.

I have been struggling to get some time to do the things I should and want to. I just started another year of Soulcare and told my story on Tuesday. My brother is here. Last night ALL of my kids threw up. Daisy took the first shift starting in the morning and was in and out all day. Then puked right before bed. Lucy's turn was from 10:30pm until 2:30am and Jack's was from 3am until 8am. No one has puked since THANK GOD. But like I said before under attack. Some things are just meant to drive you down into the pit of despair. 3 hours of sleep is a good way to start but an even better way to drive you straight to the bottom. I am tired but I think just getting a little of this off of my chest is helping. Sorry to be a Debbie Downer but I just thought I would say to you all.

Pay attention. The attack is always there...even if just a small little movement towards the bigger idea; a little victory that clouds your judgement on the truth. Watch and pay attention. Gaurd your hearts for they are the wellspring of life.

1 comment:

  1. Amen! I'm certainly feeling under attack right now, from a couple different directions. You're post will help me get through this next week by FIGHTING BACK, not letting the attack get me down. Thank you! :)

    Hope you have a better week and the puking is gone for good!

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